Oh the tangled web we weave

Looking back on the decisions I have made, I see how one strand of the web lead to another to another and so on but in such away that I created a tangled web, not a pefect orb web that has some symmetry.  I guess both are approaches to life.  Both catch the prey.  One is a lot harder to be happier in though, yet I am still happy because happiness is a choice.  Still I am left with this tangle of things to unravel if I want to be free.